Friday, May 15, 2009

stuck

it's frustrating that i actually let them clear my annual leave in the place of
my rightful and official hospitalisation leave.
why did i even agree to that?
and when my hospitalisation leave officially ends on the 18th,
they asked my ass back at work on the 18th MORNING shift!
weh gile pe aku nak datang balek keje bile aku on leave.

how am i supposed to cut myself up into two pieces and let one go for
my stitch removal and the other report for shift?

if that's not frustrating enough, i've been living off soy products (read: anything from jollibean) since the day of my surgery. it's about the only thing i can tolerate besides causeway point's banquet chicken porridge. hah.

to top that off, i have a welcoming fever.
my temperature's been rising and dipping like the shares in the stock market.
but no sore throat thank god.
lol. other than the time they put a tube (is it called nasolaryngeal tube?) thru my nose so that i can breathe. then after, i was coughing up lots of bloody phlegm.
whoa. that was a traumatic event.

i was expecting pain, lots of pain on the surgical sites.
i was adequately prepared for pain but there wasn't any pain at all other than occasional
throbbing on the sites which was bearable to me.

the only excruciating pain i have is being cooped up at home with a crazy temperature and
reading pizza hut and pastamania's brochures, drooling over creamy chicken and hawaiian pizza.
actually it's more of the former.
I'M BORED!! I WANNA GO JALAN JALAN!!