i am still living and breathing the same air as everyone else,
just kind of buried under a rubble of shiftwork and poor sleeping pattern.
throw in the depressing and disappointing moments i've been having at work,
and you have the reason for my temporary disappearance from this space.
i smile, i laugh, i joke around with everyone else
but something's actually bothering me.
i shan't disclose the matter here, it's just too personal.
it's frustrating but i'm dealing with it slowly.
this is my 300th entry.
so yay me.