you know sometimes you just cast a feeling
aside cos you don't feel like dealing
with it at that moment and just wait
till the time comes?

well, that feeling, which was being put to
idle has finally come to hit me today
just when i stepped into 58.
bear in mind that i was there
JUST TO REQUEST MY ROSTER FOR THE COMING MONTH.

walking through the entrance already made
me so apprehensive about the place.
the place is so foreign.
so different, so cold, that it made me want to cry.

there wasn't any hint of warmth in that place.
the people...
let's just not get started on the people there.
the environment...
gahhh..
'nuff said.