i know darn well it's not right,
but sometimes you just can't stop
these kind of feeling.
i even dare to say that many a times
i just let this feeling get the better of me.
so i always comfort myself
and say,
the difference is in the actions
i choose to take.
i may not be able to choose how i really feel,
but i can certainly decide
how to react to these emotions.
so be it.
i just do everything else,
with hopes that i'll get the
emotional support that i need.