Friday, May 08, 2009

urgh.

ever since the start, it had never crossed my mind that i'd see you
as a nurse clinician when all the work you ever do is to suck up.

when you received the acting sister title, i believed that the title really suited you.
cos it was all a big act.
and a joke to many.
especially when a little sharing session in the tearoom revealed that
you are making people do your degree assignments for you.
and i know the bloody reason why you prefer to pick on me most of the time.
simple reason; i declined when you asked me to do your biology for you.

as my preceptor, you wowed me with alot of things.
you opened my eyes to things other people don't even know about.
of course, i learnt alot from you but
i also learnt that you're the cause of some problems which others encounter.
i also learnt that you get credit for other people's work because you suck up pretty well.
i hope, no, i pray really hard that i won't turn out like you.

and many a times, you forgot that you also started like any other junior nurses.
you failed to recognise even the littlest effort that they put into their work.
to you, even the smallest mistakes requires belittling that person in front of many others.
yes, i dare say that you've done it to me before.
i've seen and heard you do that exact same thing to other people.
and believe you me, all you ever get in return are swearing and curses.

at the end of the day, if you make it to the nurse clinician post,
i will not even acknowledge your title.
i kid you not.