no, i will not comment.
but, yes, i am making a judgement
and, yes, i am in absolute disbelief.
because, the fact is, hypothetically speaking,
if something does eventually happen,
there is no turning back and there is no chance of reconciling
any semblance of this bond which we have/share.
not in hell's hole.
though, one might argue, of course,
that the hypothetical concept of something happening
is already causing cracks to show.
and it's scaring the shit out of me.