just a moment ago, i thought i'd let my thoughts flow
cos i THOUGHT i had so many things to share.
but right now, my mind's totally busted.
hmm...
i think there's going to be an excessive use of the word
'thought' in this entry.
what're your thoughts of having to sponge, turn and change
a 137kg person?
what're your thoughts of having to nurse someone who just
refuses to open her mouth to eat/take medications?
what're your thoughts of having to clear someone's large amount
of faecal matter off the floor?
with all that at hand with the load of an in charge work,
what're your thoughts of having someone who's constantly
breathing down your neck and getting anal about pages in the
casenotes being wrongly placed?
and it's not like 20 pages gone wrong.
it's ONE bloody page.
on top of all that, i have to deal with relatives who demand TOO MUCH!
when i say "why don't you just take a seat at the bedside,
i just gave the doctor a call, he'll come by in a while .",
DON'T FUCKING PUSH IT by constantly reminding me every minute.
WE, NURSES & DOCTORS HAVE OTHER PATIENTS TO CARE FOR TOO.
with all these happening, i keep reminding myself that my work is noble.
HAHA. it is!
with those constant egging reminders at the back of my head,
it has kept me away from the evil thoughts of flinging heavy objects
at the faces of the irritants.
then again, not all was bad actually.
a friend made a surprise visit to the workplace
after i ended shift yesternight.
the day ended on a pretty good note so i was quite happy about it.
point is, i just need to type out my complaint la. haha! k done.
goodnight world.