everything starts somewhere, although many physicists disagree.
but people have always been dimly aware of the problem with the start of things.
like they wonder aloud how the makers of dictionaries look up the spelling of the words.
yet there is the constant desire to find some point in the twisting, knotting,
raveling nets of space-time on which a metaphorical finger can be put to indicate
that here, here, is the point where it all began.
so let me start slow with this.
most people tell me that my greatest strength,
and my greatest flaw, is that i'm a big, tangled bag of unpredictability.
people have tried to categorize me,
and have failed miserably.
i guess it is because i see no need to urgently highlight to people around me
my strengths and capabilities.
it would come out when i want it to,
for a cause i believe in.
anything other than that would be unnecessary waste of energy.
only a small handful of individuals are able to see beyond the unpredictability.
as to how it all began,
it's the years of wonderful and understanding friendship i share with this handful of unique individuals.
THAT would be another story. =)