perhaps this patch of darkness can shed some light about great silences.
sara didnt join us ytd. haih. shant say more. i miss her a great deal la. =(
da conversation was almost... how shud i say dis? absurd? dat one word made it all clear to me.i wasnt important anymore. mebbe im assuming things on my part. but then again, its just a mebbe.
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i recall how moosey the fly and i used to have dat same BIG dream. we used to talk abt it all da time during secondary sch. hey. nothing sexual tho, if dat's wad ure thinking. sheesh.
ive been asking myself why i didnt become teachers - like my parents. now, why didnt i? not dat im doubting nursing. just dat hmm... my parents did drop hints dat dey wanted me to join teaching.my sis didnt quite agree with da whole idea of me joining da 'cekgu-cekgee' business and all. she wanted me totake up the hotel business line - with her dat is. its a totally different...story/thing/wadeva. and oh,my late bro. he wanted me to become an IT whiz - like him. haha. how impossible is dat? i guess everyone in dafamily wants me to BE dem! another impossible story/thing/wadeva. dis story/thing/wadeva happened eons ago la.so uhh. kinda 'basi' oredi but it still keeps me thinking.
i miss my hubby-in-school. wonder how's he doing wit dat crush of his. hoho. long story man. long story.