silent killers. dey'll just whip out deir weapons and slash you rite in da face. fuh. powderful man.
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i keep thinking about possibilities.
yet i told myself not to hope.
with hope comes expectations.
with expectations comes failures.
with failures come disappointment.
i've been down that road too many times.
no one can survive on a diet of hope.
hope is never enough.
and when all hope is lost, thats when reality strikes you most
and boy does it hurt.
so why am i still thinking about it?
still hoping
still wanting
still longing
i don't know.
to love is wonderful
to be loved is the greatest feeling of all.
yet i noe its impossible.
i make myself look like a fool by writing all this
my best friends will be disappointed in me for feeling this way
its not that i don't care
but i just can't help the feeling.