Monday, October 03, 2005

guilty conscience

after weeks of silence...

he finally spoke up.

"i miss u real lots. but i guess it's pretty clear where we're goin frm here. nowhere. ur silence have made me tink of u every single sleepless nite. as painful as it is, i'll give up chasing u juz like u want. for the record, i really have feelings for u n i mean it. i still do but i guess i'll pick up my pieces n move. nice knowing u anw n i hope u'll find a guy of ur preferred type. for curiosity's sake, i wonder if ur ex was a type u like in da 1st place. weird."

gawd. wads bothering me is da last sentence. it sounds... insulting.

yes. my ex WAS da type i like until tings happened. cant believe im standing up for my ex. heh.

owel. waddahell. saidah has turned evil. she will not bother so much abt dese tings. nevertheless, she will spare da feelings of others. lol. dun worry. ive not changed much. to close friends i guess u guys shud noe me better den i do. its juz dat tings happened.